Why do I keep having Elizabeth in my life?
Sometimes angels enter our lives to walk together our paths on earth
I met Elizabeth almost four years ago. Through a close friend of mine.
One day my friend & I were standing in front of the institute we did our PhDs in & he asked me, if I would like to join a Mantra Meditation class, with Elizabeth, who is the sister of a friend.
I said: “Yes sure, I could give it a try! What exactly is it?” and then he sang a couple of mantras for me & I got curious.
So I joined my first online group Mantra Meditation class with Elizabeth & met her the very first time.
Fast forward, its more than 3,5 years later, I am still doing Mantra classes & Elizabeth is still my teacher.
We had a session recently, after a short summer break & I realized - ‘Yeah sure I could go on without her & the group classes, I manage on my own now, but I don’t want to’
So why I keep having Elizabeth as my teacher in my life is, because I want to. I love it.
For me, I have learned a lot through doing Mantra classes, some of the learnings are:
- using my voice without shame
- strengthening my confidence
- a deeper belief & trust in myself and the Universe, and yes, also God
- I got rid of many of my traumata around catholic church
- I learned about other religions and believes
- I got to know fellow souls who walk a similar path to me
- I finally visited India
- I managed to fiiinalllyy do silent Meditations!
- … and many more.
The thing is though, that this is not all there is.
Elizabeth is always there for me, whenever, whatever is happening in my life, I know I can call or write to her. In any crisis I had, in any win & breakthrough I experienced: she is there.
It is her whole presence, her energy that is very healing for me as well, and our interactions and both of our energetic fields that interact help me & support me along the way.
She never tells me what to do, or what not to do, even though I believe she might know some things earlier than I realize them.
But she never interferes in my journey, just makes sure that she supports me in it by guiding me and not imposing on me.
We both have very high ethical and moral standards and know intuitively what is allowed and what should be avoided, so for me it is of great value to have another very pure and kind soul so close to me.
I also believe, that we humans need each other, in a inter-dependent way, no codependency or independency, these are unhealthy, but rather being in a give-and-take, a supportive connection no matter what is what we strive in.
So even if by now I know about Mantra Meditation, managed to find a bridge to silent meditation, be more calm, grounded, strong in my boundaries etc, I feel that I do not want to miss the relationship I have with Elizabeth.
Of course I never know what will happen, but even if we part ways one day, I know I will be fine, so will she. But I strongly have the feeling we will walk this path far into our 90ies & 100ths years ;)
Do you have a teacher that you value & let be part of your life?
Love,
Daria