“𝐖𝐡𝐨 𝐧𝐞𝐞𝐝𝐬 𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐮𝐜𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐞𝐬? 𝐈 𝐝𝐨𝐧𝐭!”

A little explosion I had...

Yesterday, I finally had a burst-out of something that was sitting inside of me since a while already, I couldn’t pinpoint it. There is actually more to all that, I think this is just the start.

I love so many different things! I love science, I love art, I love to write, to illustrate, to paint, to learn, to help, to listen, to share & to interact. All the things.

I also love to paint different things! My favorite is abstract, but recently it was abstract insects, I like to scribble-illustrate and writing too! I love to write long posts, but always loved poems too!

And I slowly but surely decided already to share more of these different aspects of mine, mainly on my LinkedIn page. Somehow I thought, I needed a fixed structure for it, a skeleton to stick to, so it’s not a “mess”. Same for this platform here. I started with a specific way of writing, so I thought I have to stick to it.

Yesterday I boiled over, cos I realized: I’m sick of this approach! Of the structured prison I basically put myself in! Why should I stick to any one way of doing something?

It’s an illusion that I think I can’t incorporate my poems that I suddenly want to write & share. Who says that I can’t do it? & when to do it? & how to do it? Noone, but myself.

So I said: no more of that! From now on, I will post & share what I want, when I want it, how I feel like it & anything that spontaneously comes up within me!

I will basically be a Kinder Surprise Egg! & the moment I decided that, I felt a relief. So I knew its the right move. Good for business? I dont know, maybe, maybe not.

Will it be confusing? Annoying? Weird? Inconsequential? Unclear? Maybe, maybe not, I dont mind it at all.

In general, our life is a living being, spontanous, free & flowy & I want my own inner life force to be all that as well!

I still keep one weekly, more personal post for paid subscribers and another weekly post for everyone. So for today, here comes my emotional outburst poem from yesterday!